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Feb. 3rd, 2009

So here I am, back in Maryland... or rather Delaware to be specific, seeing as that's where Laura lives now. It's so trippy to be back in MD and see everything in the light of day. It's like coming home after a long trip... yeah, like an 8 year vacation. lol

It was so strange to see the Bay Bridge again after all these years... I was here 3 years ago but no one took me to see it. :( But I saw it today! Just driving over it, knowing that I have walked that fucker several times... which is more impressive than it sounds.

I miss my baby though... even though it hasn't been that long, I miss him. On the flight (which was quick and awesome, I might add... only a few hours as opposed to the whole day) I even wrote the dude a letter. *sigh* And read his letter to me. I wish he was here with me, and I'm not quite sure how I'm gonna get through 3 weeks without him. But then, I imagine (I hope) I'll be talking to him a lot to help me get through the rough patches.

Now, seeing Laura again is fucking awesome. It's like we never stopped hanging out. And to talk about all the shit we've been through? Hilarious!! No one knows me like she does, no one has gone through half of that stuff with me. We've been cracking up since she picked me up. And oh my god... she's pregnant! Not new news, but to see it! Crazy!

So I've just talked to Mr. Firefly... *sigh* nope that's not gonna work. I'm trying to come up with a cute little nickname for him... try again. lol Anyway, I've just spoken with Richard... god I miss him. I so wish he was here. But oh, well. I've got his shirt, and now his voice on my voicemail... that'll help me sleep better. Nothing like rolling over and feeling his arms come around me... but I knew I'd have to do without for a bit when I booked the tickets. I can do it... I'm a strong woman. But I miss the kid. *sigh* And I miss Chris... and Fluff, and ET, and Toe (even if he won't let me pet him yet)... and who else? Piko, yes. Ohhhh, and Connie! lol I know that's not all of them, but those are the ones I see the most. I don't miss Bailey or Kaz just yet, but I will.

And I find out that my love, my one and only... is going to see a movie. Without ME!! *sigh* But it's with Chris, so it's cool. But it makes me wish I was the one with him... we'd be snuggling and stealing kisses in the back row. :( I'll survive it, I think.

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